Life is such a rollercoaster ride... Right now I'm on a ride downhill... Not exactly a steep drop as I have dropped down the slope in a gentle manner, bracing myself as I proceed downhill... That explains why I'm not desperately depressed, maintaining this neutral mood... Things will look better. There's always a rainbow after the rain. A silver lining in each ominous cloud. This probably sounds weird to many of you.... lol. But nvm. I'm merely disturbed. Not depressed. :)